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The voices in my head (although you would think they would know already if they ever paid attention!).

1. Does the rain make you feel blue? Sometimes 2. Do you find that rain ruins or improves your day? Ruins it if I have to take Griffin out...transferring a wheelchair and a 5 year old while getting soaked really sucks! 3. Have you ever danced/splashed/played in the rain? No, hate a mess, but I probably should have let loose and enjoyed it once. 4. What do you like to do on rainy days? read, movies, snuggle 5. Do you save for "rainy days"? I try...those rainy days have come in the form of broken furnace, car trouble...

We had just moved into a different house with a 7 month old and a 2 1/2 year old. I was doing foster care for newborns awaiting adoption. I was 30 and thin. Was probably one of the most happier times of my life when the kids were that age. The house was a small ranch, cute, easy to care for.... I dream of being able to go back to that time and appreciate life more and make some different choices that were to come...

I've forgotten items on the bottom of the grocery cart like laundry detergent or cat litter, gotten to the van and say 'oh shit..' but haven't returned in to the store.

Would 'help her hide the body' be a wrong answer?

I have a ton of lists (literal & figurative). A constant grocery list going & lists of errands that need to be done, medication lists..and yes I cross off along the way.

3am is the general time I get up to do some of Grif's cares everynight...that's about 1/2 way between sleep and getting up for the day.

A movie on the Hallmark Channel, 'Before You Say I Do'..kind of hokey but cute. Watched a few minutes of Caddyshack...

Destructive..but it leans more towards regret than guilt.

COFFEE!! A walk if the weather is nice Music (chosen carefully...some songs tend to just booger up my mind with emotion)

Not so much a bar-bar but when we go to a restaurant/bar and want to have a drink before hand I prefer no smoking.

1. What's the longest time you've spent standing? Walking & standing all day at Summerfest. 2. How many people on Mudcrutch Farm know your real name? I would think the majority. 3. What makes you afraid? The death of my child. 4. What's the worst physical injury you've had? I've been relatively injury free unless you count ripping a human being out of my hoo ha... 5. What line won't you cross? Probably the border into many foreign countries... I know I've crossed many other 'lines' I shouldn't have but I hope I don't speak up about things unless I feel strongly about them.

Right now Menards or Home Depot...our bathroom needs some work.

Sleeping and I'll take Nancy up on that beach stroll...

Damn this internet and its cohort aka 'time sucking Facebook'...3 nights in a row I've tried to get to bed early and find myself glued to the monitor....

I've seen people go through extreme pain & loss. (many from the death of a child) With some the pain is so unbearable that I truly feel a part of them has died. Others manage to carry on with an inner, spiritual strength I have a hard time understanding. So yes, I would agree with the statment.

I read the horoscopes and freakishly compare the signs with people in my life..then I stress about the connections and worry for about 5 minutes. I generally forget about them after I close the paper. I am a Leo...but more of the 'cowardly Lion' type until someone pisses me off.

Dear Goodness!! Such a pretty girl..too bad nobody will notice...

hipbone

Without getting into an entire 'therapy answer'... I would like to make some serious changes, but to keep my children happy I try to live for the day.

Yes..my son had a yellow jacket fly up his nose when he was riding his bike. One side of his face swelled up awfully and we spent 2 hours in the ER.

Everything is in a folder and we bought Turbo Tax.

3 times...I hate that as I used to be one to get up right away...

Ohh Amanda...how devastating...I am so very sorry for your loss.

There are so many authors I like, but wouldn't have a clue what to ask in an interview...